Why is she like that?

In my workplace, there's this Miss Scary. She's never smiled at me before since the first day i'm at work. My other colleagues are all really nice to me. When i ask them about Miss S, they said she's like that and that she needs time to open up to people. It's been a week plus now. And she is still very cold towards me. It's kinda affecting me, really. I'd wake up, feeling all jolly for work, having her to spoil it after that. Awesome huh?

Sometimes, when she spoils my mood, i will keep thinking and thinking. But then when i think about Daddy and Mommy back at home, i'll just have to stay strong and brush it off. I cannot just sit home, do nothing and ask for money. I need to grow up and be independent. So here i am.

I wish that sooner or later, she'll be warm towards me. Cuz it's really killing me, the way she speaks to me, the way she doesn't even bother to look at me when she's talking to me, that is the shit. Well, i'm just gonna keep quiet and build my patience. Hopefully.

"Dear Lord, thank you for giving me another day. Pray that tomorrow will be a better day. Amen."