Help me understand. Please?

He was in a bad mood 2days ago and yesterday. I thought i could be there for him cuz it's just me. I'm the kinda person who hates to be alone when i'm moody. But because he's totally the opposite, i couldn't understand. He wanted to be alone. And there i was, texting and calling him. I was close to feeling annoying. ME, being annoying, bugging him like that. It was cuz i've been really stressful these days. There're so many shit holes that i need to cover. I feel like i'm gonna have an emotional breakdown very soon ):

I was feeling really, really down last night. I wanted to get outta home so i went out alone to Starbucks. And trust me, driving alone in a thunderous mood like that is pretty scary. Tears welled up. But that was all. i couldn't cry. Music was at the loudest. I so wanted to scream my lungs out and cry with all my might til i dehydrate maybe =.= Suddenly some crazy woman who drives a red kancil with a 'P' shot outta nowhere in front of me. IT WAS A BLARDY 3 LANE ROAD AND SHE COULD FLEW FROM ONE END TO THE OTHER. AWESOME PIECE OF SHITTY DRIVING. If it wasn't the huge ass volvo, with the ABS brake i was driving, i would've bang into her real hard. I managed to stop just in time, leaving merely a couple of inches between our cars. AND HECK, WHEN I HONKED AT HER, SHE WAS SMILING, WITH THE TEETH SHOWN, EAR TO EAR. WTF! I was on the verge of showing her my chubby lil middle finger. But instead all i did was shot her a murderous glare and mouthed 'Fuck You'.

When i reached Ipoh Parade, while waiting for my brother to finish working, i sat down at Starbucks, alone, thinking alotta stuff, tryna relax and all. Then i just grabbed my phone and called Zhi Wai (since he was working there). Good thing he hasn't leave yet so he accompanied me at Starbucks til 10.30p.m. Thank you Zhi Wai! :D

I felt much better when i reached home. And even better when i suddenly received a text from him asking if i was out. But then after a few texts, when we were talking on the phone, things went wrong again. He was still moody, i can tell. So after hanging up, i switched off my phone and forced myself to sleep. I was feeling so shitty, miserable and...shitty ='(

My alarm rang at 8.30 this morning and i was supposed to wake him up. But i didn't of course. Then at 9.40am, when i switch on my phone again, i got 5 messages from him, apologizing. So made my day. HEHE :p Good thing i'm not the emo-for-ages type. So yeah. We're so alright now. Weeee~ ♥ ♥ ♥

"Everything is wrong when you're not happy."